frankielfs

Dr Andrew and I were talking about my repressed memories of molestation in childhood, and I said that 'I would rather remember it'. He recommended other forms of therapy and said to come back to him when done. He said it will help me to deal with my fear.

Arundel Lodge has agreed to find me a such doctor.

I'm on the patch for quitting smoking, and I like it. I had really vivid dreams when I first started smoking again. (Like people I've met in Picasso style arguing over who wears the trousers.) I like having dreams.

I feel like I'm healing lately. I got a my best hug yet from Steve.